I’ve left the furry fandom. Everything here has been taken down. I was ushered into this community by literal abusers who took advantage of me and was emotionally groomed and manipulated from a young age. I was sexually abused physically, emotionally, and virtually. The things I was exposed to against my will damaged me in a way that cannot be fixed and took from me an innocence I will never get back.
This terrible past will stay right where it is. I made mistakes, but I have reclaimed my life. I am NOT the fringe kink stories I wrote when I was a naive 18-year-old being used by disgusting perverts twice my age or more. I am NOT the PTSD & paranoid schizophrenia that was fostered in me through their abuse. I was never a participant in their depravity nor did I ever condone it, despite their attempts to condition me otherwise. Those who wronged me will eventually face their day of judgment and for some that day has already come.
The fandom is rotten to the core. Take a good long look at the people whom you exalt. They are abusers. Real life monsters. Believe their victims.
Goodbye, and God bless.